A DREAM ON AN ANONYMOUS MOUNTAIN

Message in a dream 
Up an anonymous mountain

As I climbed up an unknown mountain
Like a fetus swirling loudly within the glass
Howling green thoughts of winter bright grass
On the opposite mountain, a group of climbers
Climbing while singing a strange new falsetto

Two anonymous mountains
I am alone and they are a team no support whatsoever
Drowning in prayer, where my strength comes from
I shall not fall and crack
I have been bestowed a ticket to the top
From out of the pages of the Holy book
I asked if they will manage to go down
'The answer my friend is blowin' in the wind'
A breeze tickled through my skin to heart to mind to soul
And before I know it, I have reached the top, 
the cloudy yesterdays out of my mind.

I was looking at the edge they had to take down anonymous, the mountain
Good a hand from above reached down the group of climbers
“Yours is worse” a voice said
I grabbed a knot on my rope, and began to descend
And staring up through the clear skies, 
so not to calculate how far till I reach the bottom 
Trust

A voice asked
“What do you all do all day? 
Remember. It is not about them or you”
They could not see the design of their own mountain nor could you see your own
“Your mountain edge going down looked as if will break out from the mountain”
For fall comes too fast, when the fallen cause earth's tilting
And I thought the descend and everything was all very tiring
With me a blaze I was stoked

The voice said
But virtue in the hearts of those encouraged
I give you a sign of my command
Upon landing down anonymous mountains
We encountered storms and floods from all directions
So there I stood, I conquered the mountain up, came down flawlessly, surely I am not without
But my wild eyes started staring up again
I got to pull myself together, humble myself and yearn for the voice

The water flow was harsh and strong and too loud for me to hear anything
I remembered the tickly breeze from the mountain top
I started rescuing everyone to places of safety
Hard but it brought me joy 
More like tasting something so bad yet so sweet
And I had I found my strength, it is already in place
Helping someone float 
To rescue across angry waters 
That smell was so sweet.

I met people from all races
First of the human race were from the South
They were amazed at the length of my beautiful black hand
The excitement overwhelmed me
The voice
“Smile, shut up and hear me and sit on my face”
They may not have hands like yours 
But they still got big black ears and eyes
Testify
Do not press the halt button but……continue.
But be careful, do not be self-righteous

Second of the human race were from the East 
The voice
“Forever will I crave their hearts, mind and soul? 
Through vast decaying fields of flesh”
Do not press the halt button but……continue.
But be careful, do not be self-righteous

Third of the human race were West
Fearing? 
Not at all! 
I fixed myself in the Lord, went in and remained content 
Things are not always as they appear
Don’t just sit there and helplessly make fun of
Never judge a book by just looking at the cover
Get close

Fourth of the human race were North
Too confident and well spoken
But we they know who says it all at all? 
The Ruler quickly restrained them
It is only on the surface of it all 
The Holy book 
They can say it all

I safely got a lost boy to his father
So why does my smile melt with the confusion? 
Only with great control I did not leave him wandering
With just a dash of the Holy Spirit
I safely got a lost boy to his father

The togetherness makes me down to earth
Has anybody seen Christ the Lord? 
I am feeling quite cushioned recently
Like I am cuddled to develop, as in from cocoon, 
To a larvae 
To a butterfly
I have I would have grew

I am attached to the breeze; 
My connection to the breeze Is like love bonded by super glue Inseparable
The Lord is a tree of life 
The tree is dripping with overflowing love and the truth
Reality is that without the message from a dream 
A touch from the breeze
My life is like a staircase leading nowhere
We all survived the storm and none drowned in the flood

I prayed and I sang to praise and worship the Lord
Oh God I am full of life
With the water still flowing it felt like 
I just stepped on to new grounds
I saw all kinds of woods swept by the flow
Watching the chunky bits float gently
Some getting stuck to the ground 
Only the big sharp spiked! 

They are but tiny particles in the eyes of God! 
The splinters invade anyone that I try to be near
You sent me Lord and I took courage
There's no way I cannot overcome evil
I shall hold the spear up and fight to the last moment
All in your honor
I will always come up with something that rhymes on reverence

The wicked think animals are nasty as sin
they can never be Lord for you are the creator
In your eyes God
No sin is bigger than another as we are all born of sin
You spoke to me and I am still listening
And I sometimes think this is all very tiring
You whispering sweet somethings
Does a lot of things for me? 
Your will be done

Under hot fire
The Lord deep fried my skin
Cleansed my heart and purified my soul
To the man who says it can't be done
Don't come back to me for I can do all things through Lord Jesus Christ who gives me strength 

TO LOVE NOT POETIC

Who dares says

Love not poetic

A heart given

Overflowing love
To hold tight
No drop
Thy shall break

I love you easily said
From a soul
Pure and selfless
You know you love

I sleep tonight
Happily so
Find me dreaming
Don't wake me up

My heart at dawn
Take path back
From a night,
Indescribable

I AM ADDICTED

Yester night was the hardest of my life
I went to bed heart sore and I badly needed a remedy  
My chest was tight and at the same 

time felt like it was about to tear apart
                                                 
I felt my ribs piecing through my heart
Heart pushing back with a beat so fast fearing for life      
I also felt inner parts of my body slowly 

moving up as if wanting to escape

The place between my eyes hardened and tried

to push back what was trying 

to come up my throat sore and I needed remedy

A fix for a fond heart is another heart, 

one so far yet so close    
For now I need be locked up in rehab 

and be released until love comes home
                                                   
I am addicted to love

Jesus Is My Saviour

red pieces of a broken one, scattered
again, a dream to be it in, shattered
wonder if it will ever be restored
the reflection is not worth watching

soaked in tears and blood from bleeding
nauseating feeling like i had bad flu,
eyes blinded by my sad and teary eyes
each time the mender comes close i run scared

i preferred it broken i suppose
a reminder of where i have been
i have now taken hope in for heeling
and trusting in total restoration
with hope and trust in arms
i could bear the pain

along came Melody, a song of life
Humble, like a saint,
i feel like the only Lucky one
very Expressive, he clearly laid it down for me
not holding anything within

my redeemer, a pleasant Name indeed
to share a Grand life in HIS glorious KINGDOM together
his name is more than just a name
Jesus Is my Saviour

I am loosing a friend

You came and I am loosing a friend or rather a friend, me.

Reluctant I was, took a chance and followed a heart.
Should I have followed my mind instead?

How do you then break heart and mind conflict?
One will overpower the other in one way or the other, in this case, heart.

My mind has fought, not an easy battle and came to a conclusion.
You came and for months, never felt presence, except in my heart where thy will forever be.

Tonight, I respectfully let go of what should be or could have been.
Shall I say "till we meet again?"
Or shall I say "goodbye"
Well, that is up to thee to decide, since mine is already made.

And I shall say "it has been quite a learning experience and greatly appreciated"

Enough Man

Among all men, one man came forth

One that was bold enough to stand and say I am,

Man enough to come forward and yes

I am going to do it and I feel less embarrassed

Regardless of what you think of my decision

I am going to love and embrace for I took a decision

To commit, embrace and cherish a WOMAN.

Inspired by 

A Man

Diamanté

My water just broke, it is time, pregnancy
The baby cannot survive in my womb, not without the liquid
I am ready to give birth no matter how painful it is going to be
My experience, a welcome to life, yet to be known
Many have been through the same ordeal and pulled through successfully
They are at this moment looking at their jewels

Who am I to deny this precious gift

I have had countless visions of this day
The day I push him out of this protective wall
and presenting him to the world full of possibilities and challenges
How will they receive him?
The ones closest to me are obviously going to say
how beautiful he is, LIARS!

For years I had great visions of this day, the worst vision is one where
I held him in my arms and he just looked at me without smile or laugh
And that got me to question myself if I took good care during my pregnancy
Did I conceive out of spite or love?
Was I taking the right measures throughout my pregnancy?

The best vision was when I held the newborn in my arms
Deep down in his eyes, possibilities of sparkles
And got me thinking, this is it, your diamanté,
rough as it is, you persevered to get this far
The time will arrive for you start polishing, shape it up and let it shine

Today, I become a mother and I am ready,
Clueless of what the future has installed for me
I am prepared to face the deepest sea and float for as long as I can
And to stand where there is no ground for my feet

We all have inner passions and mine I present to the world today
I am prepared to polish and create as many shapes as can be from my jewel
From this moment I am going to keep writing to a point where I can no longer do

Allow me to showcase, my Diamante`

Lo Bofefo

Lo Bofefo

Lo bofefo lorato, fela re a lo ketefatsa
Lo bonolo lorato, fela re a lo thatafatsa
Neele pelo e e phophomang ka lona ntle le go dikadika
O tla bona seo lorato e leng sona
Ke tla go busetsa lona ke sa lebe morago

Moratiwa ke a itse gore le go dirileng lorato kwa o tswang
Fela tse o rakaneng le tsona ga di golagane gope le nna
Ntebelele matlhong moratiwa wa me, o gorogile lapeng
Lapeng ke raya le gae la gago, pelong ya me
Bapa le nna o letlelele monyebo wa me go go fodisa matsadi

Ana lorato tota lona ga lona botshabelo
Pelo fa e tlotse, ga go na fa o ka e emisang
Ee, ga e kgetholole, ga e nyenyefatse, ga e kabakabe
Lo maatla lorato, ebile ga le na botshabelo
Nkamogele moratwa, ke re pelo boela mannong mmatli o bone